Either way, does it matter? Someone from my past came back to my present, except that that person's returning was not much a present for me. It's more like a mere "Asam Pedas Negeri Sembilan" - so sensational at the first taste, but the more I eat, the hotter I felt, and before I knew it, even cups of milk couldn't heal the pain on my tastebuds! And since I'm not a spicy-food eater, "Asam Pedas Nogori" is such a painful experience for me....
And this morning when I learned about that person-from-my-past's comeback, and to know that that person had moved on smoothly while I'm still trapped in blue, my mind can't focus on anything. I can't even focus on my food! (I usually love eating, but not at this time...)
And later I found another fact that I was blamed for my disappearance from a certain person. Well, I figured out from a friend, so I can't be sure of the exact factual conversation, but this kinda make me pissed off!
And both the fact.....
I learned.....
When this song was accidentally played in my MP3:
No sir,
well I don't wanna be the blame,
not anymore.
It's your turn,
to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong
That's what you get when you let your heart win.
That's what you get when you let your heart win.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win.
I wondered,
how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things,
I never learn.
Oh why?
All the possibilities.I'm sure you've heard.
That's what you get when
you let your heart win.
That's what you get when you let your heart win.
I drowned out all my sense with the
sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win.
Pain, make your way to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start... Start,
hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!